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16 September 2006 @ 05:43 pm
I'm not okay -- you wear me out  
OMGZ a nudge!!

I feel loved ^_^ thanks mellll!!

And I will admit - yes, I am le shite at posting.

I keep saying I'll post and never do, I'm just lazzzyyyy (oh dear, what has the world come to when I'm even too lazy to waste time on livejournal?!)

Erm so what's been happening. Not much. I have been sulking. Lots of little things have put me in a really shit mood recently and made this last week crap. Bleurghhhhh.

I am trying to cheer up. Promise. I'm just not very good at it.

And if a certain spack face would realise that they are the cause of the problem and bother doing something about it, it would really help. But then they'd have to notice. And care. And stuff.

Oh Well.

I've been making icons. But they're still pretty shoddy. When I can be bothered I'll post them for you to look at. Some are just lyrics and stuff, some are Dr Who, some are One Tree Hill.

Now I'm going to say some stuff --

TIM - thanks for talking to me on msn! Right now you are the only person talking to me, and if no-one had started a conversation with me I would have DIED. or just moped or cried or something equally pathetic. But you get where I'm gong with this.

NAT - BIG HUGS. Coz you need them right now, and I keep forgetting to give you them.

MILNE - muuuusssseee!! ♥

MEL - you = awesomness. You nudged me and it made me happy! ^_^ And we need a saharas trip (but it'll probabaly be christmas by the time I have some money :( booooooooooo

TARD - I would ask you to talk to me, but if you don't want to there's no point. so ..... yeah (I'm so literate right now).

H - you make me smile. end of. (++ big hugs and love and stuff)

EDIT: Sned - thanks for the hug!! :)

Last thing - I am loving My Chemical romance rather a lot right now. They Rule.

♥ Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay

Here ends the overdramatics.
jossy1989jossy1989 on September 16th, 2006 05:29 pm (UTC)
awwwwwww i lurve you vixivi!!!!perty please dont be sad :-(
Vixheavy_lightness on September 16th, 2006 08:39 pm (UTC)
:') love you too spannah ♥


What would Aretha Franklin do at this very moment?so_bambiesque on September 16th, 2006 09:23 pm (UTC)
Hannah!? Hannah you have LJ!? DUDEOMG! Can i add you!? Please please please!?
x x x
jossy1989jossy1989 on September 16th, 2006 09:33 pm (UTC)
ive added you! ive had live journal for a while just not used it cos i thought it was crap and myspace was soooo much better! it reli confuses me does live journal! blonde :-P
What would Aretha Franklin do at this very moment?: [TWW] Damn straightso_bambiesque on September 16th, 2006 11:59 pm (UTC)
Awww sweetiepie! If it would convert you to the palace of LJ i would be happy to help! Plus....i need the friends.
Daniel: chickkoldstare on September 16th, 2006 07:00 pm (UTC)
I'm not mentioned? Well...whatever. :P

Vixheavy_lightness on September 16th, 2006 08:37 pm (UTC)
Sorry, I didn't have anything urgent or important to say to you! :/

You can have a mention if you'd like!
What would Aretha Franklin do at this very moment?: [TWW] White donnaso_bambiesque on September 16th, 2006 09:26 pm (UTC)
*hugses like freaking wooooaaaaahhhz*

And dude...i dont get a mention!? Unless i'm part of the depressing-making, in which case i'm really sorry, i dont like seeing my vixykins all upset.

Loooobe you. x x x
Vixheavy_lightness on September 17th, 2006 10:50 am (UTC)
OMGZ HUGZ!!!!! 0_0 Lobes you bethity :) xxxx
shamess_the_elf on September 16th, 2006 11:27 pm (UTC)
Your first post in weeks and you come back with MCR? I love you ^^;; Have you heard their new single?
Vixheavy_lightness on September 17th, 2006 10:52 am (UTC)
Haha yay! ^_^ Erm, I don't think so. I only have the 3cheers for sweet revenge album, and I tend to just listen to listen to the same two or three songs over and over and over and over..... (you see where this is going!) :p
Jess: Darcyjessiemoomoo on September 17th, 2006 09:26 am (UTC)
*hugs* im so sorry bout tard face - i didnt wanna ask coz its not really my business
but they are a tard big time
cheer up chicken!
*more hugs*
Vixheavy_lightness on September 17th, 2006 10:50 am (UTC)
hehe thanks!! *hugs back*

LOL as always when I do big depessive posts I'm starting to think maybe I was being a bit OTT ^_^ , but something good has come of it as I have decided to talk to tard face! Like, actual talking. With actual words. *omgz diez* yeah I'm a bit scared.

Jess: the reindeer jumperjessiemoomoo on September 17th, 2006 11:21 am (UTC)
well i think that is uber brave of you - good for you!
And well.... i dont think you are OTT, at least you express yourself!

hehe like the icon? i have it made pour moi and whole load of others...

chin up chuck!
Vixheavy_lightness on September 17th, 2006 12:38 pm (UTC)
Hehe thanks!!

And I am lobing the icon! 3 Cheers for Mark Darcy!! (and his sexual reindeer jumper!)
annonymousimannonymousim on September 17th, 2006 11:37 am (UTC)
trying to cheer you up like you helped me out

hope your day is good!
Vixheavy_lightness on September 17th, 2006 12:34 pm (UTC)
Aw thankyou that's sweet!! :)

hehe today is actually going well so far!! Hope you're having a good day too!! ^_^
★Cara★fathomthis on September 17th, 2006 03:58 pm (UTC)
Yay you updated! :D
*hugs* I hope the PLAN went well! Some people are just idiots *eyeroll*
We shall definitely go to Saharas sometime soooon, where we can bitch for hours and hours hehe.
Be happyyyyyyyyy!
Vixheavy_lightness on September 17th, 2006 04:01 pm (UTC)
Hehe yup!! ^_^
The plan hasn't been put into action yet, but hopefully will be later! :p

Uh-huh we will go to saharas and I will be happyy!! :D