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14 October 2007 @ 12:45 pm
Hey everyone, just so you know I'm officially giving up on this journal (it sorta died lol) and starting anew with a new account.  I'll delete this journal soon, but if anyone wants to pleeeeaaasse feel free to add my new journal
(And I'm actually gunna update this one now and then!! :p


01 April 2007 @ 04:00 pm
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19 March 2007 @ 03:15 pm
I'm happyyyy!!  I just went to get my ears pierced :)  it was well exciting.  Only one stud in each ear, but that's exciting for me, first time I've had anything pierced!  Was gunna get two in each ear but I can't coz of crappy work :(  booooo.  Have to go back the saturday after next so the nice lady can put sleepers in for me.  Oh, and anyone who says "it doesn't hurt at all" is a LIAR.

So I've had an exciting afternoon.  Much more fun than going to Psychology (Milne is a bad influence and convinced me to skip last lesson).

Have to take care of them now :)

Went to the cinema last night to see Hot Fuzz, it's well funny!!  But also very gorey and gross :s.  Me and Jack went shopping in Leeds before we went to the cinema, and I think I may be addicted to shopping.  It's really bad, I'm in so much debt but I can't stop spending :s  I just have to get stuff!!  There's so many shoes I want!

Tickets for leeds festival go on sale tomorow :D

5 days till My Chemical Romance
6 days till The Academy Is... // The Audition 


s'all good 
12 March 2007 @ 06:47 pm
Have made an (almost) official decision - friends lock coming off.  Can't be arsed anymore.  If people want to be wankers, fine, go for it

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Current Music: The Fray
26 December 2006 @ 01:44 pm
Whooooo Happy Christmas everyone!!  Mm-kay, I have lots to ramble about, and I'm on my third cup of coffee this morning, so this could go on a bit (and may make no sense :s)

So how was everyone's christmas?!  Mine was super cool!! ^.^  As is tradition, we woke up at some ridiculous time like 6:30 (me, beth and jen go back to being like 4 year olds on christmas  morning ^.^), and plus we have to get started early to get presents opened before church.  I got loads of cool pressies :p  I'd already opened my one's from most of my friends when we swapped them at Hannah's on tuesday, but I still had Mel's to open (Gravitation vol, 1+2 - only read 1 so far but I love it!!).  Jen also got me a good manga (Mahoromatic - so cute! ^.^)   <<< I love Mahoro!!)

Beth got me A copy of my favourite book, which nearly made me cry!!  (Guess How Much I Love You)

And I got lots of other cool stuff, including gift vouchers (bring on january sales!) and a Tv+DvD player for me room! 0_0  Which meant I could stay up last night and watch Queer as Folk series 2! :D  I Love QaF so much, I think i'm gunna re-watch series 1 tonight ^.^  I turned out just how I wanted it to in the end - Vince + Stu 2etha4eva!!!!!  I have to get the US version now (just to see if it's as good as the UK series!)

Yeah, so we opened presents, and then we went to church, which was nice because I havm't been for ages, and it's always really happy on christmas morning :D  and then we came home and had CHRISTMAS DINNER (in capitals because it is actually the best meal of the year. fin.)   And then we slept for ages (as is also tradition after christmas dinner).  And then I watched Tv.  And because I am sad, I am going to have a TV ramble now.

Ok I think I'm done rambling now.  Can't wait for Tim's new year party, and for my birthday, and for January sales!! :D

Hope you're having good holidays!!!
06 October 2006 @ 05:16 pm
Forgot to say when I mentioned the friends only thing

--- friends cut---

but not a major one ... just all the people who I don't speak to or don't want reading my journal or stuff. If I'm you're friend, or we get on, there's a good chance you're not going to get cut!! (I would do the whole "comment to stay" thing, but the lack of comments would be embarrassing so I'll cope without). Probably just gunna lose a few people who are inactive or a couple of RL friends and try and find some more online friends ^_^
Current Music: Mixtape - Butch Walker
04 October 2006 @ 06:42 pm
.. before I go watch Brat Camp. So it turns out I have quite a lot of work to do that I hadn't realised. I realised about 5 minutes ago that I have a biology test tomorow, I'm currently writing a psychology essay that was in for last friday (although in my defence I didn't have the sheet I needed to write it, which is why I'm doing it now) and next week I have to hand in a plan for my extended essay. Which I have not planned. Or researched. Or anything. And I have personal statement shit to do.

Oh well. My bad.

I went to the dentists and had fillings in for the first time today. I have to say the worst bit was not the needles in my gums, or the worrying drillinging sound coming from inside my mouth --- it was how wierd and poofy and lopsided my mouth felt afterwards :s was not nice. I tried to eat at lunch time and my mouth was still wonky and it took a lot of concentration.

Yesterday I went to give blood! 0.0 Went with charlie, sned, josh, jen, liz and pollard and we were all very proud of ourselves afterwards ^_^

Anyways. Nuff rambling.

In a nutshell - Life is good. Appart from shitty Edinburgh not doing my course. And personal statement crap. But other than that, good good good.

Going to leeds with mel tomorooowww :D gunna be funnnn and I need to get some new trainers.
Current Music: Burn Baby Burn - Ash
02 October 2006 @ 08:55 pm
Gotta catch 'em all!!

They so funny!!

Watch out for the really quick clip near the end of the Anthony guy in his spongebob squarepants boxers!! ^_^
16 September 2006 @ 05:43 pm
OMGZ a nudge!!

I feel loved ^_^ thanks mellll!!

And I will admit - yes, I am le shite at posting.

I keep saying I'll post and never do, I'm just lazzzyyyy (oh dear, what has the world come to when I'm even too lazy to waste time on livejournal?!)

Erm so what's been happening. Not much. I have been sulking. Lots of little things have put me in a really shit mood recently and made this last week crap. Bleurghhhhh.

I am trying to cheer up. Promise. I'm just not very good at it.

And if a certain spack face would realise that they are the cause of the problem and bother doing something about it, it would really help. But then they'd have to notice. And care. And stuff.

Oh Well.

I've been making icons. But they're still pretty shoddy. When I can be bothered I'll post them for you to look at. Some are just lyrics and stuff, some are Dr Who, some are One Tree Hill.

Now I'm going to say some stuff --

TIM - thanks for talking to me on msn! Right now you are the only person talking to me, and if no-one had started a conversation with me I would have DIED. or just moped or cried or something equally pathetic. But you get where I'm gong with this.

NAT - BIG HUGS. Coz you need them right now, and I keep forgetting to give you them.

MILNE - muuuusssseee!! ♥

MEL - you = awesomness. You nudged me and it made me happy! ^_^ And we need a saharas trip (but it'll probabaly be christmas by the time I have some money :( booooooooooo

TARD - I would ask you to talk to me, but if you don't want to there's no point. so ..... yeah (I'm so literate right now).

H - you make me smile. end of. (++ big hugs and love and stuff)

EDIT: Sned - thanks for the hug!! :)

Last thing - I am loving My Chemical romance rather a lot right now. They Rule.

♥ Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay

Here ends the overdramatics.